Iris Robedeaux
Bio:
I am a 21 year-old emerging poet, raised in Mesa, Arizona. I'm a Spring 2025 Graduate in Data Science, and I'll be staying at NAU to gain a Master's in Statistics starting in the fall. My work is informed by my own experiences as a transgender person coming into her own during the digital age.
Artist's Statement:
These poems aim to both be short while still encompassing what I consider to be key events in my life. In our current political climate, I find myself both a pacifist and generally angry. For "With theStars," I ponder how queerness is intangible. It exists within me while still existing within nature, within others, with space. It's truly infinite. "Limping," to me, feels like the mantra of moving forward. Some objectify me, some claim I should be ashamed, but I affirm that I can move forward. I hope that with every step forward, we can heal ourselves and our community.
Poems by Iris Robedeaux
With the Stars
I hear it in the harsh cawing of crows
When there's never a moment of repose
When you're wondering how many arrows
Until the quiver reveals a rifle
I won't stop carefully crafting letters J
ust to end up burning them into ash
Nothing hits like a cable knit sweater
When all you feel is the tree car smash
In a place only seen before daybreak
Six thousand promises locked up in jars
Search the coarse river, dredge the deep blue lake
I won't be anywhere but with the stars
Limping
Haphazardly he closed all his browser tabs
I still see titles of videos in the cyberspace
Some with words that feel like gut stabs
Slurs or slang, words he'd never say to my face
How could I forget October 7th,
the Venmo apology
Rules broken that could never be mended again
That debt keeps coming to collect inconsistently
But I'm getting better at limping on my strain
Mending body trust is a lesson in self appreciation
Showing gratitude for the one step backwards
The comfort in familiar ground hinders hesitation
I nourish myself before taking another step forward